Hey there

I don't mean to intrude in some way but this might help. Your message resonated with me.

It sounds like you have a solid skillset. Why not create your own thing on the side? You could put your passion and confidence into something that is completely your own.

You are smart, experienced and clearly take pride in what you can do. If you can build something of your own, nobody irrelevant will be able to harm your confidence or character.

Just thought I'd try to give you a boost.

Take care!